Lilin-lilin kecil

*Candle Light*
Lilin-lilin kecil bermahkotakan api
Sembribit angin mengayun pucuknya
Tarian gemulai nan indah dari sang api, membakar sumbunya perlahan
Lelehkan tubuh lilin-lilin kecil itu
Demi nyala sang api... hingga habis kikis pun lilin kan setia pada api

Inilah lima baris cinta lilin-lilin kecil 




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maknanya (menurutku):

Sebelum Senja

Senja di pelupuk mata
siap menerkam, mendekap aroma malam
dalam gelap, dalam sendu
gulita tanpa asa
membunuh cita
Jangan! jangan biarkan
benalu bergelayutan
menuntun jiwa
tanpa rasa
Ingatlah,
jalan ini tak panjang
namun berliku, kawan
perhatikan! perhatikan langkahmu

(karya orisinalku, pernah diterbitkan di rubrik KACA harian Kedaulatan Rakyat)

I'm okay

I'm just trying to smile on myself
when dream is far from reality
when what I hope can't be true
when love had gone..

I'm just trying to wipe my tears by myself
never hoping someone wipes them for me
cause I don't want anybody knowing
how hurts I am

I'm just trying to looks that I'm okay
together with smile which maybe fake
step by step with kind of feels
tell me, I'm okay

With Tears

I wanna give my hands
take you out from there
but I can't reach you
can't do nothing

Look at the night sky
I just see the darkness
and my tears start falling down
but still can't do nothing

I wanna see you happy
just wishing you will be okay
be free, be happy
I remember you with the tears

I face your spirit
Which trying to escape from suffer
Keep smiling forever
Be sure, you will be free... soon

Beautiful Angel

I really thanks to God
He who gave me you
you the best gift in my life
you, the one who brings life for me
who brings light in my emptiness
who brings warm in my coldness
who shows way of life

I just wanna say sorry to God
He who gave me you
cause I hurt you..  often
make your tears fall
even make you angry
cause my words..
my naughtiness..

Mom, you're my beautiful angel
forever and ever

JUST BE ME, MYSELF

whatever they say,
whatever people say
I just need to be me

whatever they do,
whatever people do
I just need to be confident

whatever, whatever, whatever
I don't need to be like them
cause I just me, myself

and this is me, with all of my flaws
never can be perfect
cause I'm not the perfect one

just need people who want me to be me
not to be her, him, them or the other
just to be me, myself..